Do you hear what I feel?

[Juicy]

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I believe feeling and expressing pain is healthy...let it spill out all over the internet..LOL..it's better than carrying it around for the rest of your life...IMO you girls should ignore the comments and continue the thread..


Juicy ><)))))*>

[geoff_tropheus]

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If it was the right one, you'd be loving again and again and again, not hurting again and again...

Everything happens for a reason, or so I'm told. Love is a beautiful thing, it nurtures us, and takes care of you when even in your dreams.

Love is mother's milk, and I'm a infant

[AnotherWoogie]

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Fishlady, may yours come, too. Maybe one day we'll both find ourselves happy...one day we'll find the people who will mend our hearts for a final time, they'll keep our hearts together and keep us happy until those poor little bruised and broken hearts beat for the very last time.

Good luck to you, fishlady

[AnotherWoogie]

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Tomorrow I'm giving away the last piece of "us"...it's our bunny. She's going to such an amazing home, but it's our last..."us" thing. I still have something of his...but it's not alive and miserable...


Anyway, I'll probably be really emo tomorrow

[fishlady]

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i understand that finality all too well....my endevor has only begun.....i will love no more....i don't have it in me again.....too many times the chance has been given....i'm past that winters end now.............may the supreme being give us both strength and endurance in the life cycle we complete or attempt to complete in these days.....

geoff you are a young soul indeed.....and i know there is love abundant out there waiting for you.....my hope is for your heart to be full of it all the days of your life.....big hugs......

[AnotherWoogie]

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The bunny's gone...and he's gone...and it's definite...

He'll never return to my arms again and I'll feel empty for the rest of my life.

It's all okay...he wouldn't have come back for [s:77c5fb8bc5]me[/s:77c5fb8bc5] her anyway..

[fishlady]

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the painful reality of the end of what was the greatest love affair of a lifetime.....the sad thing is that the other one didn't recognize this and walked away from the brightest gift they were given in this life....one day down the road that one will stop and ponder why would someone could give up something so rare as the unselfish love of another?.......never asked for commitment of a state of being...only to share that small space in time where two could meet and have a world of happiness in one embrace to last a lifetime....but alas ....to quote a famous one..."this is the end".......




the heart will go into a box and placed in a secure place never to be seen again by another.....the existance shall be that of a hollow tree, that has only a few leaves clinging to it's ever present limbs.....and if god speed shall come then those leaves can fall without pain and disappear to another plane of the earth .........

"if words could make wishes come true"..........end quote......

[AnotherWoogie]

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Your words are beautiful, fishlady. I'm plagued by his memory and often find myself mourning as if a friend died. Maybe I'm mourning the death of our love...that amazing, fantastic, awe-inspiring beautiful love that we had together....that was tossed aside...left on the side of a highway in hopes it would die alone. I found my way home, though...thinking it was just a test of how truly in love we were...I was wrong...I was kicked, humiliated, ashamed of my own being until it all just became silence...


What a killer that silence is, too. It doesn't coddle...it doesn't mourn with you or even flinch at the site of tears...if only it could at least grant a swift and painless death upon thyself so that I don't have to feel this anymore and I can be released into a place of beauty and better than I deserve...No, this is much too much to ask of silence...silence holds me, squeezes me until I break and gives me time for the horrific healing process just to do it again. Silence is not my friend, but my enemy. An enemy who waits in the shadows and will never go away. One day, though...I'll be free...free from his memory and this torturing silence...I'll be...happy...again...

[fishlady]

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indeed..as they say.."time heals all wounds"....your young enough to mend ....no matter how catastrophic the pain that is tearing at your heart and soul right now.....you will triumph....i know this is true....it's those of us who have reached the sunset of our lives that have no more horizons to meet on the new day...only the day will meet us....and we'll live it as we have all our lives.....only now it will be in a silence and endless echo of memories that will tide me until i no longer have to tarry on this earthly plane.....i will go on.....i will continue to breathe....it will be a long and lonely existance for me.....but i will continue to breathe......there are things i love in this life that will sustain my presence here .....and i will continue to breathe......

[fishlady]

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as my heart is breaking.....and before my memory is dead and cold it's allowed a field day with my feelings and my emotions....do you not hear what i feel?....can you not put aside your own self worth for that of another's pain?.....has this life left your heart so cold and torn that you are deafened by the pain you instill?.......oh god speed in the burial of what was the brightest and sweetest things you'll have ever known......draw near and be silent....for the hour of the death is close at hand....and the thought on these memories will haunt you no more.......oh be silent and still my breaking heart....for death of your memory is close at hand......

[AnotherWoogie]

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I'm numb...alone...broken for a man who never loved me in the first place...

Just waiting for someone to notice...do you notice?

[Brownsnoutuk]

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[Fire_chair]

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words to live by if I've ever heard any.......

[fishlady]

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....if you have nothing but indifference to contribute to the heart felt poetic venting on this thread then please and i do ask please!!! refrain from posting comments on it.....it's not a joke to play with....it's a thread in the non fish related area that 2 people started in order to vent pain and heartfelt emotions that they have/having at the time.....can you please respect that and maybe show that men aren't the perverbial insensitive A******* that their reputation has awarded them over the centuries when it comes to the heart pain of women....


thank you.........

[Brownsnoutuk]

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