Do you hear what I feel?

[AnotherWoogie]

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You are lucky for mine was lost. He left without looking back and dropped pieces of my heart behind him like a trail of crumbs to find him again. Unfortunately, I followed that trail and found him with my hands full of tiny pieces of an already scarred heart and he hit my hands and walked away as all the pieces fell again.

I waited...I waited...and I waited...and he ignored every moment he heard of my voice and all our memories were erased from his mind. How did this happen?

[fishlady]

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they say that time heals all wounds....if this is true then why does the wound i carry feel so consuming?....is this for those who have no soul attached?...is the heart such a overlooked comodity to some?....are these collectors of hearts?...deliverers of regret?...oblivious to a profound love, admiration, and total disregard for their own needs to obtain life's gifts for the other?....hand me my heart in a wind swept line of tears and pain.....stand still my pieces .....they shall never mend. but time will hold them up to the earthly planes to once again feel free as the last breathe is gone into the shadows of a new day.......watinahei.....(it is a good day to die).....brokenarrow...

[AnotherWoogie]

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Time is holding my heart captive. I look into the past as if it'll help me see the future. My heart is drug from past to present and back to past again to never know real time in itself. If it's a part of me still, I'll never know because the pain stopped long ago and even in silence, the beating is too faint to believe it's in this chest. The only thing I can feel is his kisses on my lips and his fingers on my skin only to open my eyes and see no one. Dreaming is the only way to get to him, but even in my dreams he hurts me. I don't know how it got this way. One day we're dreaming of wedding bells and a life together and the next I'm here...alone...waiting for the phone to ring...hoping...

It's a bumpy road where I've been. They say I'm too young, so why does my heart not mend like something so new? It scars and tears open every now and then to reveal the brokenness inside of me. Nothing is real anymore and I can't even trust my own feelings. Am I really happy or am I faking it to just get by until tomorrow? I don't think I'll ever know except that happiness will never fill this heart quite like he did so long ago...

[fishlady]

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happiness, the elusive emotion given only to those who take it selfishly and give so little in return.....truly he knew not what love is....feels like....lasts like....no no he didn't know what still awaits for his caress....his warm soft lips.....it lies so close to his own heart that he cannot see .....and it consumes my heart so incredibly that i cannot breathe.......

[AnotherWoogie]

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His memories are suffocating me, too. He's the tumor that's impossible to cut out....no radiation can burn his memory from my mind. Funny thing is, I don't really remember what he looks like...which is sad, isn't it? But I can describe to you every inch of his skin....every curve, birth mark...what it feels like to touch my lips to his neck and how he always turned to smile at me and I could feel his cheek against mine. I'm a sock without its mate...a penguin lost in the cold...a puzzle missing that one piece that makes it whole...that brings the whole picture together...and that's how we were together...puzzle pieces...fitting perfectly. So many had tried to fit, but they were square where I needed round, and lumpy where I needed smooth. Not him...no, he was exact...a perfect fit...so perfect that our boundaries were blurred and two became one. Why'd we have to become two again? Why doesn't he ache because of it? I ache...I ache for the both of us...I feel it like it happened yesterday...

[fishlady]

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i've had enough i thought, no more, my heart can only take so many dings and then it becomes just another piece of junk.....junk, is that what my heart is to him?....something to kick around when he needs entertainment. It hurts to the very center of my soul how he baits me up and makes me have some hope that there is something in there for me....a small minute piece of his heart that holds a special meaning and it's my name that holds that place....but alas, there is  no hope for something that isn't there...no matter what shape, form or fashion....there was a time when there could be no mistake that there were never 2 individuals that had so many passions that created such a bond that it seemed could never be broken....my heart cries out for that time once again....that time that is becoming erased for all time it seems.....it doesn't phase him anymore when he hurts my heart.......it's forgotten for him in a matter of minutes.........

[AnotherWoogie]

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A quote from my favorite writer:

"dying to be dearly forgotten, not wrongly remembered"

[fishlady]

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famous quote

"love has no pride, when i call out your name"

[AnotherWoogie]

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I have never had pride when it comes to love. He held me too tight and when he dropped me, I was still stuck to him...like I had been there for so long that I was melded...oh how I miss that so much...

[geoff_tropheus]

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Build yourself a bridge and get over it.  Life goes on, day after day, there will be love again.

[fishlady]

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the heart is the fragile thing in our beings....what's ironic is how it seems to get so broken and still continues to beat......the emotions that control it will be ever so jaded and if given enough hurt.....they never will freely feel again......

another famous quote

"LOVE STINKS".........

[AnotherWoogie]

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Build yourself a bridge and get over it.  Life goes on, day after day, there will be love again.

I think I heard that after my first heart ache.


Hmm...then it got broken again..

heh...and then again...

and then just a couple more times.

Maybe this is just a place for us to let out how we feel without judgment? Clearly that's asking for way too much...

[Nickintex]

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Love Hurts

Love hurts, love scars, love wounds and mars
Any heart not tough nor strong enough
To take a lot of pain, take a lot of pain
Love is like a cloud holds a lot of rain
Love hurts, love hurts

I may be slow, but even so
I know a thing or two, I've learned from you
I've really learned a lot, really learned a lot
Love is like a flame, burns you when it's hot
Love hurts, love hurts

Some fools rave of happiness, blissfullness, togetherness
Some fools fool themselves I guess
But they're not fooling me

I know it isn't true, know it isn't true
Love is just a lie, made to make you blue
Love hurts, love hurts

I know it isn't true, know it isn't true
Love is just a lie, made to make you blue
Love hurts, love hurts!"

[wvgdiscus]

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If one is talking & giving the other one a headache. Does the one talking feel the pain?

[fishlady]

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"Maybe this is just a place for us to let out how we feel without judgment? Clearly that's asking for way too much... "

i think you said it all right there woogie....so much for our place....it's been fun though.....good luck in your endevors in this life.....and may your heart never be broken again....and that "knight in shimmering armor" may he find you and embelish you in great desire and pleasure for the rest of your life.....

okay i can dream can't i?....
thanks though...it was nice while it lasted....


bye for now......

To live is to hurt, To hurt is too damn much to bare......